Promises.

You know that moment when you feel so shitty, you think you're not worth to anybody, even yourself can't deal with yourself either.
I'm only a human, i made mistakes. A lot of mistakes.
And then i will ask God to forgive me, and you know My God is good all the time, He will forgives us.
I'm feeling okay again and then a moment after all of those things i make a mistakes again. Again and again.

I've made promises in my self that i will try to do my best, i won't do the same stupid  mistakes again, i think i will make it through, in that moment i'm feeling so grateful and i know that i have my Lord on my side. And i know that i want to live for God.
But it's not as easy as i see.
So i'm just thinking, why i'm not make some official promises? Well it's not officially official but i know that some people will read it and i know that i can prove it with you guys.

I promise to live my life with God on my side, i will try the best as i can.
I will try to not made the same mistakes again.
I will try to thank God for everything that he has done to me. Everyday.
I will try to deal with my own-self, which is the wrong or the right things.

You guys who read it, you're all the witness.