Speechless

.........Goddammit i just can't hold it. Too much pressure.
I have done this week and the result is pffft.
Am i doing it right? Nicely, happily, and safely? Hell No. And yes i do care about this shits.

And honestly i just can't stay with a guy of being a jerk this time. Just right now. Oh my.
I.am.really.done. But i just caaaaan't.
All i can do is suffer an feel the anger and so far it's killin me.

And the most important thing is, all of this pressure and shits came from thing called school. What else?
Sick of it:)
oh God i need your help