School's off today and it doesn't feel right. Because of someone that litterally ruined everything since i don't know when it just happened somehow. You're good at it, seriously. Sometimes you're so kind and i love you that much till' you ruined everything perfectly in your way and honestly it killing me slowly and so on, i hate you.
There's a day when i used to feel so perfectly happy and then like wush, no! i came home and you took my perfect happiness and yep. I thank you for that, maybe i should thank you both. Yes there're two kind of them. They're a perfect match to ruin everything. To give you 'it doesn't feel like a home'-feeling and to give you a lonely feelings by their laughing voice. Just them. And you feel you are not even match with them, you are not part of them and they're not part of you.
So i'm sitting right here, successfully sad and doing absolutely nothing, i don't know what should i do or how i should feel. Somehow i prefer school than staying at home than do nothing just like i did today.
Seriously, it feels so freakin hurt to know people that supposed to support and understand you is the one that let you down.
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