Monster University, Now You See Me, and life

I've watched those two, and i have to say, am in love with both of them, i've been waiting for ages to see Monster University, and am happy is worth to wait. lol. I love Squishy!!!! Just wondering how great The Walt Disney is for making kids' dreams and imaginations alive and can be seen just like these days, you do have my respect since the first time i watch your movies, Sir♥

Now You See Me, well i don't know what to say, is awesooooome! Tricky, useful, it makes you happy, laugh and force you to think at the same time, recommended, it is surprised me, and unpredictable, you have to watch it! thinking about learning some magic trick, lol.

And how is life? i've decided to start learning about making an essay, need a tons of luck!

The senior high school  thing is getting closer and am about to be ready, June is about to be ended, it ended so soon, doesn't it?

Am in my way to chase my dream, i've made a dream note, too embarassing to be shown on this blog, so i'll just keep it for my self, have decided to add a new one, Get A Scholarship! for FKUI, and am trying to keep my self on the right track to keep believe that God has a bigger and greater plan for me. So that's it, that's how and i will always try to keep my self be fine! doodles

The A Post

Happy monday, pepuhls! Seems like monday is no longer terrifying, well for a while. Lol.
On the day just like this day i can say that i love monday for how strong the power of it' influences for some people, it is standing still even if nobody likes it.

It's rainy outside, dude it is June and it is rainy, k then.
My stomache is killing me as am laying down on my bed, listening to the radio, and thinking to my self why some people let go so easily, why some people moving so fast or is it just me who is hardly to move on?
Am i wrong to ask you to stay? Even if it's just for a damn day?
You're too good to let go, too sweet to forget, one of a kind, and you are you with all the weirdnesses and your perfectness, and i am me who is not willing to let you go.

"What am i supposed to do when the best part me was always you?"

And what if am the only one who is holding on and you're not?
What if i told you that i can't say my goodbye and how about 'so long'?
What if the only chance i have is to watch you leave?
What if the only thing i could do is to wait to you?
And, what if i told you that i'll be standing here?

Untitled - Maliq & D'essentials lyric

Ketika, kurasakan sudah

ada ruang dihatiku yang kau sentuh.

Dan ketika, ku sadari sudah

tak selalu indah cinta yang ada.

Mungkin memang, ku yang harus mengerti

bila ku bukan yang ingin kau miliki.

Salahku bila, kaulah yang ada dihatiku.

Adakah ku singgah di hatimu, mungkinkah kau rindukan adaku.

Adakah ku sedikit di hatimu, bila kah ku menganggu harimu, mungkin kau tak inginkan adaku.

Akankahku sedikit dihatimu

Bila memang ku yang harus mengerti,

mengapa cintamu tak dapat ku miliki.

Salahku bila kaulah yang ada dihatiku.

Kau yang ada dihatiku,

bila cinta kita takkan tercipta, ku hanya sekedar ingin tuk mengerti

Adakah diriku, oh singgah di hatimu, dan bila kah kau tahu, kaulah yang ada dihatiku

Kau yang ada dihatiku, adakah ku di hatimu

How can I tell her - Lobo lyrics

She knows when I'm lonesome, and she cries when I'm sad

She's up in the good times, she's down in the bad

Whenever I'm discouraged, she knows just what to do

But girl, she doesn't know about you.

I can tell her my troubles, she makes them all seem right

I can make up excuses not to hold her at night

We can talk of tomorrow, I'll tell her things that I want to do

But girl, how can I tell her about you.

How can I tell her about you

Girl, please tell me what to do

Everything seems right whenever I'm with you

So girl won't you tell me how to tell her about you.

How can I tell her I don't miss her whenever I'm away

How can I say it's you I think of every single night and day

But when is it easy telling someone we're through

Oh girl help me tell her about you.

How can I tell her about you

Girl, please tell me what to do

Everything seems right whenever I'm with you

So girl won't you tell me how to tell her about you

Lack of Idea

Am having such a terrible time, so there's new me who is having a lack of idea, confidence, and everything. I can say that am starting to be mean or something, that even me-myself can't understand.

Thinking about the healthy life thingy, based on how my eyes completely looks like right now, I NEED IT. Well for a while let's look to the positive, am looking like one of the Cullens, except that my whole eyeball is red. Nice.
It's sooooo friggin uncomfortable, all i wanna do is touch it and take it out from my head.

Basically all i can do is start to get a good sleep, for 8 hours. Wake up at well at least 9am to have some breakfast instead of wake up at 11.30am and having well i don't know maybe breakfast or lunch, brunch, or lunchbreak, whatever it is.

And i don't know what to do with my life......
Well, anw my eye is having it trouble so, for now, am good if i have to stay at home.
Sims 3 is good anyway:)

Dear Magnif17

We did it, didn't we?
Thank you for the 8hours prom-night that we spent together, i had the time of my life, thank you for having me and of course, congratulations guys! For everything, graduation and all of the achievements that you guys have achieved.
Thank you for 'the most amazing 3 years of Junior High School you guys gave me'. It's a pleasure to meet y'all and being part of you guys. Am so proud to say that am one of magnificenta17♥

It's all started from 2010, 3 days of something called 'MOS' looool=)) am laughing so hard at my self, back then.
7th grade, nobody understand what is happening and it's just happened. The time when we're all hated the friday's activity, the scout things. We would do anything to escape, but we just can't. Outing Class when we're all started know each other, having some kind of friendship, and it's just that hard to move on.
8th grade, it started with everyone complaining about the class, and i have to say that am one of them. Study tour, Marsudijogja! I can't tell you how much i miss the old days, especially my bestfriend Dwita that moved to jogja, she left on the night we're leaving Jogja, and i still remember that night when we're crying and hugging each other, and promise to each other that someday we will meet again. Studytour changed it all, we had a good time with our own classes, the friendship thing started to happen. In the end of the year, it is hard to moving on, again.
9th grade, i must say that we're all grown up in some case here. The National Examination is the first target to deal with. And the prom night! I can still feel the euphoria! And don't forget the graduation, we're all did it well. Nobody gets left behind.
2 days ago, 8th June 2013. Everything is changed, for godsake, again. Nobody understands why, and no one want to ask how.
Thought if the promnight has ended, it would be that all and everything would get better. And i've never been so wrong, everything went worse than i expected. It is even harder to move on.

We're all no good at goodbyes. It was a wonderful night and i can't stop my self from hoping that the night won't ended so soon, so i can still watching you guys, with every crap or whatever you do, i mean can you tell me when is it, when is the friggin night when i can do all the same as i did that night? Can you tell me?

You guys made my juniorhighschool time, thank you so much for the precious time that y'all gave me.
And i can't tell you how sorry i am if i ever let you down or did something wrong with you guys, i feel so bad.
Even if i couldn't made a bff-friendship thing with every single person of you all, i swear that i care about all of you and am hoping the best for your future, your dreams and everything you've been dying of, we're all partners. Good luck guys! We will meet again someday, and please don't forget to remember all of the things of us, magnificenta17. What an amazing 3 years!!!!!

So long, partners!♥
I can't tell you how luck i am for having you, Magnificenta. Marsudirini [17th] generation is fabulous now and then. We are as sweet as 17th☺


P.S : Mission accomplished! Next target = Senior High School

20 Random Questions , Get to Know

Am having  such a useless fun night with all my books, blog, my new oldies playlist that i love so much and don't forget the internet, it helps me through the useless and put the fun into this night. I love you.

Well, am starting the random thoughts about getting know each other, how some people get to know each other for the first time, it would be that awkward...
And honestly there's some questions i'd like to ask for some people, lol it's funny to think how random this shut is

Let's just say it's another random questions,

1. What's your name? Do you honestly like it?
2. How old are you? And how it feels?
3. Do you like oldies, jazz, something like that? [ am not going to ask what kind of music you like, yes i'm a goddamn selfish, then what?]
4. Do you know Eric Clapton or Phil Collins [well, who doesn't], or Rod Stewart?
5. Family or someone/something that you don't wanna lose?
6. Girlfriend or selfish little liar-sister? Boyfriend or friggin annoying liar-brother?
7. What kind of game do you play?
8. How much you believe the algebra and geometry thing?
9. How much you need music in your life?
10. How weird you are?
11. How do you think about yourself?
12. Do you 'like' you?
13. Puppy or Kitten?
14. In what kind of level a person' weirdness is acceptable for you?
15. If your friend did something that embarrasing you, what you gonna do? Is 'leaving' one of your options?
16. What instrument do you play?
17. What kind of books you read?
18. What kind of thing that make you interest to talk to the people who did it?
19. What's your biggest dream?
20. If you had a chance to go to somewhere you've been dreaming of, then who you gonna take with you? And where is it?


Am having fun just from writing this post, nightynight! lol

Ps

Hi agastya. Hope you burn in hell<3

Updating

It's June. Even the word, 'June' sounds good to me. Hope you guys have a great June and summer. Unfortunately we don't have summer vacation, not even the summer thing. But a whole year is Summer here lol.

Talking about updating things, let's just say that i've updated my self into a whole new level, from a Juniorhs into Seniorhs, thank God yes, i've graduated and so on! Never thought that the word, "L U L U S" which means i did it, i've passed could brings me happiness. 

And things get better with Magnificenta17 graduated 100%, we're all in this together guys!=))

And just finished my driving course this day, i don't know if am doing well or what, still don't get my self into this thing. The trainer said that am doing not really bad, i just have to do more practice.

So, updating a new me : Checked

And honestly the only thing i want to get some updates is this blog. Just did a little blogwalking, and thinking about what the hell to write to make it interesting? Like the hell who wants to my life journal like this one, i have to do some brainstorming maybe...

And thinking about change this blog' whole theme. Most of them, sounds more acceptable. 

So, updating a new Randominded : Almost Checked, let's see