I Messed Up.
Its just that i don't feel like I've done the thing i should have done and needless to say that it bothers me so much yet i don't have anything to stick my self up.
I've been trying to get as much motivation for myself, but it doesn't feel like any of those words and thoughts encourage me. Maybe I'm just afraid about this life, where its going to take me, or anything. And i don't want to take a pity on my self, its just so pathetic.
And thinking about 'motivation',
I'm just gonna leave it here, "Don't depend on something that breath with air, has his heart beating and has every human thing. They will hurt you eventually"
and to search for motivation, even though I said that I've been trying to search for it, these days i've realized that to get my self to be encouraged it is only ourselves and i that can make it happen. And even if the motivation you get from someone, it takes yourself to be included for sure. you have to be open-minded to take the lessons and to keep it to your mind, and when you block it out of your mind no matter how good the advice is, it will not work out.
I learned so much just by reading a lot of books. It taught me how to keep my life together and how to think in new perspective. And this is the reason why i fell in love with words rather than actions, and i know, that it would be the death of me. Words are good, but it values nothing until it's proven.
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