Confusing things

Well i don't know how to be me anymore, anything seems like it doesn't right and fit anymore, everything feels like perfectly wrong in so many times.
I'm on my easter holiday and i must be happy, correct? actually i am not.
UAS is getting closer like omg seriously, i don't have much time and i don't know what to do.....
It is just that confusing.

So many wishes and things to do, maybe too many even me, i don't know how to start this whole shits. Always thinking about tommorow and nothing happened just like i did today.
I. Just. Do. Not. Know. How.