Note

Am eating a bowl of pudding rite now, with a pink spoon, with the headphones on, almost midnight in the last day of April and i let my head spinning around,
Throwing back of everything that happened, thinking about the unanswered questions just like, why am i doing this, am i living my life in a right way? what should i do? is that everything alright? what do i do now?where i supposed to be standing right now? And i've answered the last one, i do not want to be anybody else in this world.

Turn on the music and beegees' song is on the top of the playlist, How deep is your life feels so perfect and nice.

Back to the actually post,
have you ever been so boring until you get yourself actually enjoy the boredom itself?
And i already got the answer. It is a big yes.
You have to do stuffs and shit then you get no time for own self, and there is a time just like am having right now, the time that we all needed to get everything stay on its place, and to fix our messy-life even if its just sitting in your home all day long and doing nothing until yourself get bored, all you have to do is enjoying the precious nothing-to-do moment. We need to be recover with whatsoever it called.
Mine is reading a lot of books and magazines, eat something fresh and sweet, enjoying my room as well, staying up all night, and writing as am doing. It brings me happiness.
And how about planning a lot of useful things while you're having your me-time? Everything seems so much more easy to be arranged when you're happy.

And now am going to play my beloved sims 3, do not judge, it has a cool expansion packs on itself.

Bytheway, time is running so damn fast again, it's about to be May in a couple of hours. Feels like i just said hello to April and write on this blog how i've been waiting so long for this moment to come, aaaaand it has already finished.
So, hi (again) May!
And for the real note, i wrote this thing not for any particular reason. It just happened.