am absolutely doing nothing, well but still, am enjoying this very priceless moment.
Just heard a rumour about a test that will be held on June, something like a vocational test. Well a hard-work is a must and it's kinda the only way to me to starting my way to be a doctor. Am crossing my fingers now.
I just did something horrible, break my own rules, that is just so stupid i know. And i feel so guilty right now.
Can't stop asking a shitty questions like, 'what should i do now?''what's next?' to my self.
And the sims 3 isn't seems so fun anymore. I get bored easily kay, don't judge.
Can i just go back to well about a week or a couple weeks ago? I had so much fun.
And i have no regrets.
Am starting the random thoughts about how my mother gave something like a genetic ability to read people's behaviour, their face and sometimes their mind if i already knew them for a long time, then i understand who they really are. Basically, am judging people without them knowing about it. I'm all like acting like a normal person, just sitting there quietly and it maybe looks like am in my daydreaming, actually i'm doing a research about people who's around me that time, i watch their move and how they talk to give their friend a response. Most of the time, i know people based on how to they answering a question from someone. It's like give me everything i wanna know.
There's kind of a people who is mean-rude-and nice at the same time, something like a two-face maybe. You can see it on how they answering a question or giving a response from a two different persons. One's the unknown and one's the famous, no doubt about their act.
I saw a tweet on twitter, when a people is nice to you but rude to the waiter then he is not nice. And believe me, it is so true. Just remember that one day there is a chance they will do the same as they did to the waiter or the unknown one.
And i just can't fit to their life style, even if they're nice.
I love people who can read the situations and act as they have to.Those people is all the world needed.
Aaaaand, i thought maybe i can do something useful like writing something. At least, i will never get bored with this thing called writing.
Lately am so inspired and love to read a book that written like a diary, well it's unusual for me, i don't like it for the first time until i read this two lovely books called Emily the Strange : Stranger and Stranger by uhm, am not really sure but there's a word written, 'rager', and it's in english so i need time to read this book. And the second is Paris: Aline by Prisca Primasari, Bahasa and a tiny pinch of French. They both have a unique pics on them, i just love to see them.
Based on how am inspired by this thing, i want to write something, too. Well let us just call it a trashy thing until is done. And i don't even thinking about the ending cause i don't even know how to start. Well, hv a blessed May!♥
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