Day 6: Something that I miss

I miss a lot of things.
I miss those good old days back in my childhood. Yes, most of all, I miss my childhood.
I miss it when every damn thing is alright and i have nothing to worry about, i miss those days when i cried for unnecessary things like my brother took my blanket or it's just because my mom leave without told me a thing.
I miss being a careless kid who doesn't care about how good i look, and we're all friends, and i could be anything i want without being judged. Like, look at things nowadays, its like whatever you do there is always someone who giving a damn about it and talk things about you. And whatever you do there is always someone who did it better than you and admit it, you care about it, you feel like you can't.
I'm trying to not to care, but hey people, i have feelings too.

I miss those time when everything was just fine and people were nice, but everything turned out to be so mean and trying to hit me down.

And i miss you guys, who has passed away and meet God way more too earlier. We will meet again later, not now, aren't you guys want to see me being a doctor first?
Hope you guys laying in peace and full of happiness. You're all in a better place right now, believe me.
As the time goes by and i see people pass me by, I'm feeling old. Even tho, i know I'm not. But its just, I'm not that innocent little girl anymore, i started to understand things that people said to each other, things that i don't even have a clue what the hell is it back in those old days.