An Anti-bucket List

As I'm growing older, well not so much, I'm starting to think that sometimes I'm lost, not certainly lost but there's the time that I'm feeling like "uh oh what's going on? what am i doing?" or even worse "this is not what i want" and there's the time that i wanna do something else out of daily routine.

And I'm all like, nah.

So i decided to make an anti-bucket list; things that i hope i would never do before i die, and let's start from the small things:

1. Cut my hair like a boy, or shorter than my neck. What would i do without my hair?
2. Sell my books, no matter what happen and no matter how messy my room would be. They're like my soul. Don't you dare to think about it
3. Work on something i don't want to do
4. Letting people who i love so much down, this is always gonna be the biggest fear of my life
5. Hurt someone's heart, on purpose
6. Yelling at my child in public place
7. Regretting my decision and couldn't do anything about it
8. Being a strict-unopenedheart person or even worse parents
9. Leaving my 'home' that means my family, friends and God
10. Working with math or physics

Well now i know that making an anti-bucket list is a lot more harder than to make a bucket-list or a to do list, we all know what we want, exactly,
but none of us give attention to what we should not do or forget about
You guys should try to make one, try to give myself a limit, a good ones