How I Wish

3 damn months left before 2014. Am i the only one who just realized that i've spent 11 months doing absolutely nothing like just breathing and suddenly its already october?
Sometimes i wonder if world really has something wrong like time flying too fast, its not even feels like 24hours a day, it feels like 15hours or something.
Maybe world has something wrong with the time just like the last spykids movie, i imagine well,kay

And my whole life is kinda of starting to hate me or what, it just made everything set perfectly to beat me up.
and i'm all like, 'can we not doing this' and 'please tell me this is not happening' the whole time, am beaten up. Can somebody just pick me up and take me to NY or New Zealand, or Afrika that no one knows me so i just could restart everything, nah idc

Sometimes i lost my faith to keep my self straight to my dreams, and all i wanna do is going back to my childhood when everything was okay and i know that it will always be okay.
But, nah, right now, all i know is that am not gonna ended up well if am not doing  this with an extra-super-greatways. So what the heck should i do then?

Anywaysssss, my mid-term is on this saturday, i have to say that am not ready yet, but who effin cares, so saturday it is.
Now my life is a big,"huh?" and a beautiful mess. Do not grow up is a trap.
For the damn times , HOW I WISH I'D NEVER GROWN UP


bytheway the playlist is new, randomized playlist. Those songs are my playlist for like this 2 weeks. hope you guys have a great days ahead.