I will be

A random thoughts just pass me by, later in the future, i promise you guys i will be a good mom lol yes, thank you for my mother who has raised me well so i can think the way i do now.
Being a mom would be so special and fun yet so tiring, I can see it but if you guys look further in moms' eyes they would say 'it's okay, i live my life for my child' and they wouldn't mind do anything just to make their child happy.

Like i said before, having a twin will be one of my dreams, a boy and a girl, and my life would be purrfect. I would name them Keith for the boy, and Faith for the girl. Lol even to think about them bring me happiness.

So this is the reasons why i would be a good mother,
1. I will love them as much as i love cookies and cream ice cream, even more than that, it means more than i love myself bcs i love cookiesandcream more than myself.

2. I will love my child's father. And why i put this on one of the reasons? Well, they said if you love the father, you will love the child even more and more.

3. I will read them a lot of great books and tell them uhmaaazing stories, i will let them use their imagination, with me. We will fly to the sky to see the unicorns eating cotton candy while laying on the soft clouds and we will ask them for some cotton candy. Yes, kid, we will, i promise you

4. I will let them eat my food, as much as they want, and it must be someone special who i share my food with. We will eat chococake as much as we want to, dear, and not even your father can stop it, we will share everything we have.

5. I will let them use my stuffs. I will let the girl use my heels, clothes, or make-ups, someday they will use them either right?

6. We will laugh at stupid things together. I will laugh with them, even though i don't understand what they're trying to say, whatever makes them happy, it makes me happy too.

7. I will buy them a christmas,birthday, or 'i-just-wantto-buy-you-a-present' presents. There will be a lot of surprises.

8. I will sleep with them on their rough nights like when we just watch a horror movie or something, or kind of night when they just need their mommy. I will snuggle up with them and sleep with them until the morning comes.
And i will share my bed with them, they can sleep in my room anytime.

9. I will trust them. Even if they think everything seems impossible, even though i can feel it too, i will trust them no matter what.

10. I will write things about them so they can reread their childhood all over again and again. I will take a lot pictures.

11. I will be their bestestfriend. We will share secrets. They can tell me about their crush, about boy or girl, school, about their  problems, everydamnthing.

12. I will be their 'home'. I will try to dedicate myself for them, whenever they feel lonely, sad or failing i will be there even if all i can do is just snuggle up with them and telling them that everything is gonna be alright. Or i will make them a cup or two of hot chocolate.

13. I will be there for them, i promise. I will catch them, i will be right a step behind them in every step that they take, i will cheering for them when the world seems wanted them to break down.

14. I will be their biggest fan, number one supporter, i will be the one who jump the highest for them, screaming the loudest and laugh the hardest. My love will be unconditionally, unstoppable and unlimited. Even if i haven't seen them.

15. I will try my best. Seriously.

rêves

I have a lot of dreams, like really a lot of dreams......
I want to be a doctor
i want to be a good writer, maybe a guitarist
i want to be a traveler
i want to build my own house, i want to design my own room
i want to have my own pug
i want to go to NYC and France
i want to laying down in grass looking upon the stars with people who i care the most
i want to have a twin (a boy and a girl) someday
i want to be a great short movie maker
i want to record my whole life with my camera
i want to make a journal about my life so i can reread it all over again whenever i want to
i want someone to sing with me on top of our lungs and not giving a damn about how terrible our voice are
i want to be a designer and design my child clothes
i want to make a lot of great books, a funny one
i want to be great at cooking
i want to have a special room in my house in the future just like a home theater but the greatest one
i want to have my own library
i want to go somewhere that i've never been there
i want to touch the clouds, it looks funny but grumpy, seriously some of them just look grumpy
i want a friendship just like on the how i met your mother series
i want a guy bestfriend just like on the jane by design series
i want to see the unseen things
i want to celebrate new year on the beach
i want to celebrate new year on the road, screaming at people that i don't know and just wave and smile
i want everyone in my life to be happy
i want to be good at maths
i want to have a tree house
i want to hear someone singing on the beach with a guitar
i want to dedicate my life just to my family in the future
i want to be a super mom! just like mine
i want my kids to be my bestfriends
i want to see my kid at a concert or somewhere their passions are
i want to hold a penguin and a baby bear
i want to drive away in the middle of soft rain and well yea in the night
i want a journey
i want to live till i see my child has made it and happy
i want to travel around the world with my bestfriends
i want to have my secret closet or secret room
i want to have my own pattiserie or cafe or restaurant, a vintage one
i just want to be okay
i dont want my life to bea picture of perfection, a problem will make someone stronger, i just want to be happy

How I Wish

3 damn months left before 2014. Am i the only one who just realized that i've spent 11 months doing absolutely nothing like just breathing and suddenly its already october?
Sometimes i wonder if world really has something wrong like time flying too fast, its not even feels like 24hours a day, it feels like 15hours or something.
Maybe world has something wrong with the time just like the last spykids movie, i imagine well,kay

And my whole life is kinda of starting to hate me or what, it just made everything set perfectly to beat me up.
and i'm all like, 'can we not doing this' and 'please tell me this is not happening' the whole time, am beaten up. Can somebody just pick me up and take me to NY or New Zealand, or Afrika that no one knows me so i just could restart everything, nah idc

Sometimes i lost my faith to keep my self straight to my dreams, and all i wanna do is going back to my childhood when everything was okay and i know that it will always be okay.
But, nah, right now, all i know is that am not gonna ended up well if am not doing  this with an extra-super-greatways. So what the heck should i do then?

Anywaysssss, my mid-term is on this saturday, i have to say that am not ready yet, but who effin cares, so saturday it is.
Now my life is a big,"huh?" and a beautiful mess. Do not grow up is a trap.
For the damn times , HOW I WISH I'D NEVER GROWN UP


bytheway the playlist is new, randomized playlist. Those songs are my playlist for like this 2 weeks. hope you guys have a great days ahead.

What If I Told You

So its me, just went back from the hospital, went to see my uncle that got sick so he has to spending a few days on the hospital, get well really soon, unc!♥

It brings me so much happiness, i mean to see my whole family, not really means the whole 'whole', but they're all there, gathered in a room and based on my exp they're all don't even care when-how-or where is it they will be there to gathered as a team, laughing with each other and came with the same purpose to give a support to my unc, one of us, even if its just telling him 'get well soon' and pray for him, but that means a world.
And am so grateful to have all this kind of thing on my life, and suddenly this thought came up on my mind, 'well screw all of those pressure, what so ever what am doing, am doing it for them, am gonna beat this thing up and in the end i could make them proud to have me."

♦♦♦♦

And what is it? Why this post titled 'what if i told you'? So there's another random thoughts that popped out on my head. And this thing brings me to write all of these words,

sooooo, "What if I told you that tomorrow, when you're awake from your sleep, you gonna lose all of your memories, every single memories, and you won't be able to recognize your family, even your parents. Its just the things you've learned in school and your name that left. The rest is well, lost."

The question is, "How you gonna take this thing? what are you gonna do first?"
"One thing that you will regret if you gonna lose it, one thing that you thought that would never be forgotten"
"And who you gonna miss so bad, even if you just thinking about the idea to forget she or he or them?"

For me, even its just thinking about the idea, it seriously makes me sad, i mean, the memories itself is the thing that keep me alive, the story of my family is one of them, the fact that i will against the pressure for them....

And the thing that i will regret if it happens to me is definitely those memories of my family, when i was a little ones until now that i'm a almost15th-highschooler, and my 3 years of junior high school, i thought they will never be forgotten.
And for the secondquest, mymom, literally, and my besties, my partners in crime, this question made me having that ' i want to  meet them right now' feelings.

I've asked this questions to a few people and based on their answers, the point is the loss of the bff-goodtime-memories that will be a regret and family is the one will be missed so damn much and of course bestfriends is the second-one and a lover they said lol, or their first love, this kind of answer made my laugh:)) You can answer it for yourself, honestly, this questions and all of the idea has gave me a lot of thoughts that contained of what-how-and what if

Just wave your magicwand, use your imagination, no one knows the truth for tomorrow or the next day well no one will ever know about the future, it always been a mystery and no one can change these fact, always means forever, right? At least that's how it must be

Dream-Prom

Friday, July 05, 2013. 10:58
Today is all about dreaming! Fri-dream-day♥

So this post will be about my promnight in senior higschool, less then 3 years from now on,

I want something about glamourous, modern-espanola, and carnival in an extraordinary way, to show people who we really  or who we wanted to be, to be out of the box, to prove our freedom and our hearts, to express what we want.
I want my dress look like this one, i made the design my self, don't judge i can't draw:

It's high and low skirt, and it's black, red satin and perfect, maybe 3 years from now people would say this dress old-fashioned, like that would be matter to me, i even think about the rose seriously, that sounds weird but i love it that way:))

Back to the prom, i imagined that it would be all perfect and fun, everybody participates, we hired a one or two hosts, photographers so everybody can enjoy the party, everything was set perfectly so we can just let it begin like press the 'play' button, to start the night.
The prom's set to hold at a hotel ballroom, or an auditorium, something like that, we magically turn it into a perfect place for that night, it's all dark, blue and purple, with an incredible lightings.

First thing first, we're all gathered in the lobby, to take pictures at the photo-booth, with whoever you want to. Then the music starts to play.

We're all in the ballroom now, it's standing party, so everybody start to gathering in the front of the stage, there's a table of course, everybody go find their happiness on their own but in the same kind of ways, meet their friends, taking pictures, laughing, and dancing,

Party and Bullsht by Rita Ora
Broken Hearted by Karmin, to tell someone how long you've been waiting for them, "so can we finish what we started? don't you leave me broken hearted tonight." lol, the irony
Party in the USA by Miley Cyrus is on. Bring us happiness from head to toe, everybody looks so different.

Let's skip the dinner part, and now it's time for the bands, little dance or slow dance is about to be come,

To Be With You, to remind you that it's the last chance to be honest that you're the one who wants to be with her or him

No Ordinary Love by MYMP, it is getting more blurry, some couple start to crowded the dance floor, the rest is just smiling and singing along.

Only Reminds Me of You by MYMP, to remind you all of the heartbreaks on your highschool years, how good it feels, how bad it feels and so on, how hurt love is.. "how could i ever let you go, is it too late to let you know?"

So Close by Mclauglin to bring your promdate or someone to do some littler-awkward-slow dance, that am sure will be an unforgotable moment.

And yep, now moving on and let the sadness go away, next playlist, now everybody seems like they are having their times of their lives.

Someday We'll know by New Radicals for the mellow-time closing.

Aaaaaand, We Are Young by Fun is on! The sticklights is begin to lifted up, and no, it won't ended so soon, Some Nights it's next, everybody seems so happy until it feels hurts bcs you just realized that the next day it won't be like this time anymore, we're all not the same people anymore, so many different directions has been taken.
But it's fine for a while, we're having fun,

now, it's time for your promdate' performance! Soooo excited, he performs the Michael Buble' song, Save The Last Dance for Me!!! now all things seems soo perfect to you,  he started to sing, he hold your hand and  take you to the stage, to do some salsa with him, you don't care with how he or you moves, you just laugh and do some retard salsa moves with him, and it's just that fun., how he look into your eyes when the lyrics said, "And don't forget who's taking you home, and in whose arms you gonna be, so darling, save the last dance for me." AND, "Baby, don't you know i love you so? Can't you feel it when we touch? I will never never let you go, I love you oh so much."

Now you back to your friends, he, your promdate has one song left, It's A Beautiful Day, still Buble's song to sing. So it's on. The music brings happiness, even if about a broke-up couple, he is moved on, so it all fine in the end, to remind you the past, how your oldcrushes or exes broke your heart and now you can say, "I'm glad that you're the one that got away. It's a beautiful day."

Time Flies. Now it's the flashback time! The video's playing, you can see yourself and your friends back then, you and the others laughing, and even crying at the same time, and you don't even know how to feel, everything seems so fine and you don't want to go but you can't,


The Last Song, everybody make a circle, a huge circle, Forever Young, is begin to play, and oh you can see your friends, started to cry and laugh, the huge circle started to move and you sing along together with them, even screaming like who the hell care what it sounds like, "hoping for the best but expecting the worse" "Forever young, i want to be forever young do you really wanna  live forever, forever, forever young." ♥
And hugs, tears even kisses is not even enough to express your feelings to them, how you love them so much, how much you want to relive those moment again, forever and ever

The Right One

I don't know what is it until the idea to write this post came up, but about the right one, am only 15(almost) and i think it's normal to have someone to picturing who is the right one i want to be mine.
Well i don't know who is it, but Keenan Pearce is one in a million, maybe.

Well, i want someone who can accept my family, especially my parents. For whatsoever it is, they are what they are and i want you to accept all of them, like, they are my priorities.
And am looking for someone who is able to accept me in every condition, i mean like i have nothing and he has nothing, and we can start all over from the nothing itself.
The most important thing is he is believe in God, give everything of he had to God, i need that kind of person to walk with me in every situation and give my faith back, to make me believe.

And all of the physically thing, well let's just take it as a bonus.

And the other important thing is, i need someone who believe my weirdnesses, and be weird-awkward with me.
I have learned about, put your heart in God's hands, and He will give it to the one who deserve it♥

School's Hunger Games and Zombie Apocalypse I

Hey, so now look at the title.
Wouldn't it be awesome? i mean you'll be able to kill all the bitches and guys you hate and won't get into jail. That's the point. Well, except you killed first by someone else.

So this post is just a kind of my random-minded and shitty post that made by me and my friends and maybe i would like to make it into a few posts,so it just started with just imagine that....
One day you were in school studying subjects with all of your classmates then suddenly someone from the central, talk to the microphone to all over the school [maybe it could be much easier if it's just all of my generation],
 "For all the students, we just got an information from the central government, this world is crashing down especially our country, the governments can't do anything about this and wars is raging all around the world. Too many population have lived in this century and it started to getting lost control. There's nothing we can do except a population reduction. No words can't describe how sorry we are to do such this thing. We hope you want to understand this condition."

Everybody start to get a panic-attack. But still, everybody is in silence and no one knows what to say. Their face told everything, that they don't want to do this and how scared they're.
"Please all of you get into a group which is consisted with 5 persons and it must be male and female. And find your own quarter. As soon as possible. The game is about to start 15minutes from now on.
All of the basicneeded supplies and weapons are provided in the quarter, you must find the quarter. Get into your group now!"

Everybody start to running all over directions to find their besties to make their own group, confused faces is all you can see wherever you move your eyes. The girls start to cry and hug each other ridiculously. You just stand there thinking about, 'no i'm not gonna give up and die in this stupid heartless game the goverments have made. You bitches better watch out of my existences.'

So you find your friends and start to run and find your own quarter. You found it. It's the furthest classroom with a door and so many glasseswindows that could make people see what and who is inside the class. You know is not going to be great, but there's no choice, you have to take the supplies and weapons. And stay until the central man tell us what to do next. Is not going to be great bcs if the game's started, your group will have a difficulties to get out of the class and people will kill you first.
They give us basicneeded like foods and water that made you think to urself, 'holyshut, we're 5 and it's about only for 3 anorexias.'

There's no choice except being brave and strong at the moment, avoiding the attacks would be great, don't touch other people unless they hurt you would be a great strategy either. And if you look further, it would be so much fun if you survived. IF.you.survived.

***

3......2.......1, Start!

you can hear the bells ringing warning about death. The doors all over the place is opened in a not so nice way. They start to run with their scared eyes, they even forget about the group thing. They only care about being alive to get the hell out this friggin' place. They use their weapons. The only thing you cared about. They start to kill each other like for real...

"We are group! Stay close each other, and protect each other. I know we can survive. Please be safe and smart. The instruction told us to kill as much as we can and survive, didn't it? I know we can." you said to the group. They nods and you knew you are right to choose them as a partner. They are strong and maybe not even thinking about giving up.

You and your group make it. Five of your group which means no one is missing or killed. You will be able to step into the next step, with the other 11groups. 60persons left. After a long 8hours fighting.

It's a really dark night, you and your group have to sleep in your quarter. So you are there laying in the floor with a backpac as a pillow start to feeling cold and survived. Do not know what is about to come....

Another Imperfect Day

Well, happy sunday guys!
So lately i've been thinking about all the plans and what to do with my future. What should i do and stuffs, and for the last 2 weeks i'm kinda interested with German.  I've heard about the medical school and maybe it's way much cooler than i think, i kinda hope to get a scholarship to German.

So many dreams and wishes that i hope to be come true, and now i'm on my researching about medical school in German and i start to thinking about learn the languange, they don't use english in their daily life.
Universitas Indonesia is still my number one list, but if i could then why not take the opportunity

Imagine how proud i am to go to the medical school in German. It could be my motivation to be more serious from now on. I'm on my way to the real life and i really want to take this way so badly, study hard must be the key and pray everyday. God's way and God's plan, that's what gonna happen and I believe it must be much more worth it.

Well all of our dreams, i believe it must be worth to fight for. So all i wanna do is start to believing everything's happen for a reason and it's happen the way it should be, and surrender to my Lord. His way is so much more wonderful than i could ever think of.
All we need to do is, well keep on shining folks!

Just Wondering

Semuanya mulai dari,

'Kalo udah gede mau jadi apa?' '....' 'Jadi dokter aja, hebat loh jadi dokter.' 'Yaudah aku mau jadi dokter.'

'Dr. Nicole Claudia :)" 

and you have no idea how cool is that thing sounds to me.

Tertarik banget sama yang namanya penyakit, penyebabnya, cara ngehindarin atau nyembuhinnya. Mikirnya sih gaada sesuatu yang mustahil di dunia ini, tapi semua jadi berantakan kalo tubuh gak mendukung. Cari orang yang bisa sembuhin pastinya, gak cuma dokter deh, gak cuma sakit fisik doang kan? Sakit bisa di pikiran juga. Dan kemudian sakit lo hilang karena bantuan orang itu. Semuanya bisa di terima lebih nyata dengan penjelasan secara logis kalau buat gue. Sesuatu yang pasti, biarpun gak semua hal begitu. Lo tau apa yang terjadi, lo cari tahu dan akhirnya tahu cara ngebenerin apa yang rusak. Buat gue itu kedengeran menyenangkan.

Seneng deh ngeliat dokter-dokter profesional ngelakuin prosedur operasi, gue ngeliat di tv atau video, mereka cuma ngebantuin seseorang untuk ngedapetin apa yang emang berhak buat jadi punya mereka. 

Tujuan hidup gue ya, itu.

Tapi entah ada apa dengan gue, matematika dan IPA. Sangat tidak bersahabat. Padahal ini kan penting:') 

FKUI astagaaaaa mau banget *jambak-jambak yang punya*

Barusan gak sengaja masuk ke website FKUI, 2012 kemaren itu katanya ada 12.461 orang yang daftar dan yang dibutuhkan  itu cuma 200 org untuk kelas reguler dan 50 orang untuk kelas internasional.

For-God-Sake

SMA demi apapun harus serius. 10 besar harus bisa! 5 besar malah! hfffffh

Idk.

Sedang dalam masa tryout.
I supposed to be learning biology, physics and shits just right now but seriously i do not even care. Gewdness.

Hari pertama- bahasa indonesia&matematika. Nawwwh, screw math. Setiap soal yang gue tau rumusnya pasti gaada jawabannya. Whatta hard life #lol

Hari kedua- besok. Inggris&IPA dan sampai sekarang jam 22:26 gue hanya duduk disini disamping buku. Do absolutely nothing.
Dengan cuma mikirin fisika aja saya sudah tegang:')) dan gue sudah cukup sering mendengar kalimat, "gimana mau jadi dokter?" cukup.

Gak cuma gue aja yg stress dengan ini pastinya, buktinya di sekolah pun reaksi temen-temen gue waktu ngerjain matematika yg soalnya dari surga itu random sekali:))
Disamping kiri gue ada yang melafalkan capcipcup dgn kalimant "yang ma-na a-ja yg pen-ting be-ner" lah, ada yang teriak "Gue gak lulus UN", ada yang diem aja nunggu rahmat Tuhan, ada yg mau nangis dan gue sendiri ketawa-ketawa tapi dlm hati "udahlah inisih udah, gak lulus gua."
Dan semuanya berakhir dengan gue dan teman-teman ngebahas 'mau jadi apa gue nanti kalo kaya gini aja gue gabisa'
Ada yang bilang jadi buruh lah, langsung kawin, tukang ojek, bantuin gunawan si tukang roti bakar depan sekolah, dan jawaban gue sendiri pun jadi tukang jual kacang di pinggir tol. Frustasi tingkat tinggi.

Untungnya ini masih tryout pertama. Kaget gapapalahya😂
Suatu saat pasti kangen momen ini, suatu saat gue bakal baca post lama ini disini:')

Dan sekarang sebaiknya gue belajar IPA. 

Future

Like i said before. In the future, i want to be a doctor.
Fakultas Kedokteran UI will be amazing, itu target tinggi bahkan gue sendiri gak yakin. Ukrida boleh lah boleh:]
Super-extra power needed for my math and science skills. Seketika, pas gue nulis ini gue jadi takut.
Gue mau jadi dokter secepat yang gue bisa, gamau kuliah lama-lama. Mau ambil mata kuliah sebanyak yang memungkinkan. Amin YaTuhan Amin.

Sering mikir ngga kalau kita kecil kita ngebayangin jadi anak SMP yang buat kita dulu udah lumayan maha-dewa , anak SMA maha-dewa? Itu dulu gue bilang masa depan....
And then it's all like Bam!!! lol now you're here, in the future like you said before, you can't go back, face it.
Can't you imagine that you're going to be someone-something that you and your family wants to? How it's gonna be? Wouldn't it be exciting?
Like, your aspiration, it's your last chance to find the right things to do with your life right? It will be your last or ending education, it's all your choice.
No one ever said it will be easy, no one, they said it will be pretty hard instead, but am i wrong to chasing my dream? Then who the hell is gonna be the doctor if no one wants to be a doctor because of a lot of people said it won't be easy? I want to. Please.
Fight for all of this things.

My grandpa said i have to be a doctor. He wants me to, then i have to do it. Once he told me,
"I know i won't be there anymore someday if you did it. But you know, i will be sooo proud of you Dr.Nicole Claudia, i pray to God everyday for you" 
He always text me a happy-birthday-message which is always written 'for Dr.Nicole Claudia'
Gosh, i miss him a lot. He is kinda sick right now. Get well really really soon, Opa<3

Random-Life

So i don't know what the hell is inspired me to write this whole things. I just want to and it feels like i have to.
There's too much things in my head right now, and i can't find the right words to explain it. Even if it's just one of them.
Let's start with,
 "Do you know what is life? like exactly what is it? Is it a moments when you breath, laugh, cry and doing stuffs? Is it chance from God? Or what?"
Some people said that "Life's when you feel happiness and pain. But most of all, you will feelin alive when you're hurted by something." Agreed hahaha

Tapi pernah gak sih mikir kadang untuk remaja kadang hidup itu terlalu dibawa susah? Mungkin saat-saat lagi galau, sedih, frustrated pasti bener-bener ngerasa down, useless. Kadang-kadang gue bener-bener males ngapa-ngapain, sekolah rasanya itu gaada apa-apa, hal sekecil apapun makin bikin badmood.
Dan tiba-tiba lo mikir, lebay banget hidup gue, hidup masih jauh dari seperempat abad aja udah kaya gini.
Tapi ya emangnya namanya sedih ga bisa dibohongin....

Tapi sebaliknya juga, kalau lagi seneng ya seneng, lo bakalan inget terus momen-momen itu, maunya diulang-ulang terus. Kadang dipikir lucu juga, gimana hal kecil kayak salah ngomong - bercandaan - pemikiran yang salah bahkan kekurangan itu bisa lo ketawain. Bahkan lo bisa ngetawain orang ketawa, itu sering terjadi sama gue karena gue hampir selalu pengen ketawa denger orang lain ketawa. Cukup rumit.
Hidup itu menurut gue nikmatin momen kecil yang lucu, ngambil keuntungan dari apa yang bisa diambil , tapi tetep di jalan Tuhan. Lebih seperti challenge. Then, challenge accepted.
Dikasih yang gampang, yang bikin seneng kenapa engga? biarpun selalu ada oknum jahat yang bikin down, intinya kita cuma harus terima challenge itu dengan lulus gangguan, reach the top score, lomba, kayaknya bakal seru hahaha

I got a new motto for all of us :

That amazing moment

#imaginemoment

I want to be a doctor, in the future, 12years from now. 

Gue dan teman-teman gue suka banget namanya berkhayal. Kita berkhayal tentang kehidupan kita 12 tahun dari sekarang. Itu gue umur 25 tahun, mudah-mudahan gue udah jadi dokter. BigAmen.

Kita maunya 12 tahun dari sekarang gue udah jadi dokter, xenia udah jadi chef, kezia udah jadi psikolog, nesha udah jadi fashion designer, dwita udah jadi writter terkenal dan epin udah sukses dengan usaha daycare-nya dia. Kita semua berhasil di umur kita yang ke 25 itu. Belum tua-tua bangetlah, jadi kita janjian untuk ketemu lagi dan ngerencanain liburan bareng kalo bisa ke New York dan kalo bisa lagi bareng ex-7c{}

Hari itu kita ketemu disatu tempat yang sering jadi tempat kita nongkrong bareng. Terus kita rencanain semuanya, kan udah punya uang masing-masing tuh. 

Terus kita liburan bareng ke New York. Disana kita tinggal di satu hotel yang keren, dengan fasilitas lengkap. Kita jalan-jalan, belanja bareng, ngehabisin waktu bareng. Kita kesana kalau nggak pas summer pas autumn. Suasananya bakalan keren banget pasti. Kita foto-foto bareng, hunting barang lucu, becanda lagi kayak yang sering kita lakuin sekarang ini. 

Mudah-mudahan semuanya sukses dan beneran bisa ketemu lagi nanti, berhasil di umur 25 tahun itu bahkan sebelumnya. Bigbigbigameen! 

 Dari paling kiri itu Xenia , Nesha , Dwita , Kezia, Ephine, guaa

Pengen banget bisa liburan bareng merekaaa ({})