first thing first is thank you, maybe if you didn't do the thing that you have done to me, maybe someone else will and it will all be just the same. And i wouldn't be the person who i am today without those scars and things that made me realize that life isn't always go the way that i want it to be. But in the end, it turned out to be a lot way more better.
And life is not a real life if it doesn't have something hard, problems and troubles on it, rite?
So, seriously, thank you guys, you made me understand things that i didn't have clue about before.
Even tho sometimes i wonder, why?
Why you did that? Doesn't it bother you to know that someone is feeling insecure or sad because of you? Doesn't it bother you to know that you had let someone down? Or maybe are you guys okay with the ideas that you has lost someone's trust? Bcs for me is no, not at all. You call it what you want but i take some thing for serious. Even tho I'm trying to not to care, I'm still trying and it is the hardest thing to do, kay
And, why some people is so goddamn-selfish? What is wrong with you? with us? Why you have to be so mean? Why you don't stop thinking your self as a victim?
Why so complicated and why are we not together sharing pizza or something?
Why fight?
Why we have to talk about each other behind each other backs?
I know that we have made things clear. But have you ever heard about, sorry doesn't mean something when trust is already broken?
We might be okay but we are not fine at all. And i guess it safe to say that i don't need you and people like you, and maybe you thought the same too, and it is alright with me, and it would be easier for all of us to be honest. And of course, i accept your apology and I'm so sorry too, but admit it, once a glass is broken, it will never be the same again, isn't it? And it doesn't care how much sorry you say, things will never be the same anymore.
Well, bytheway, thank you for causing me having 'trust issues' and i found myself hardly to believe in people again. 90% of people failed because they believed in a wrong person or something, so I'm just gonna put my trust on God. For it is written that Hope maketh not ashamed. People who believe and have faith will never be disappointed.
All i can do is just hope that what we've been through would bring something good in our life. A good impacts in the end. So well, you guys on your own or whatsoever, and I'm on mine.
Once again, I'm sorry if i ever made a mistake. And thanks for you guys who had let me down, now I'm getting back up again, and even higher than before
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